falling back
[ s o t d]: Norah Jones, Feeling the Same Way
i take three steps forward and two steps back. many times i've witnessed my friends become overly consumed by heartbreak or a relationship and i know this is not who i am. i am doing well but knowing that he's moving on with other people adds a new sting. my heart doesn't even have the capacity to let anyone in and yet i have no choice but to allow myself to know these truths. it helps me even more when i know that there are so many reasons why this is wrong. to love someone and remember them for the all the good love, only to be overshadowed by the lack of it at the end.