again
We all begin with good intent
Love was raw and young
We believed that we could change ourselves
The past could be undone
But we carry on our backs the burden
Time always reveals
The lonely light of morning
The wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
That I have held so dear.
Just a mere sigh can ease the pain that I've been going through these past few days. At some point part of it is just realizing you need to take a moment to stop. Everyone has things in their life that they are not too proud of or wish they could've handled better. For me, its love. I built so much around getting to my happily ever after and i really wanted it to be the easiest thing I would have to find. I would exchange all my stresses with work, finances, and my career to be at that place - where going to bed and waking up with the one you love is all you need to forget about every hardship that you'll encounter throughout the day. without this, there is that lingering emptiness that i must now fill.