balls in my court
figuratively its not just that the "ball's in my court" but also that i must strap on some scrotum to pull a move where i will underhandedly entertain another job offer 1 month into my current tenure. the planets never aligned when i did my first round of searching and now after 3 months, a company i had previously interviewed with before not just called me in for an interview but it was in fact to present a job offer...and i did not see this coming. here i was updating my resume and pooling work samples while they already drafted my offer letter with salary and benefits neatly outlined. grateful, flattered, surprised, and delighted....but also anxious and guilty for having to tell my current comrades that i may be moving on. i have yet to comprehend everything and read the fine print before officially accepting...so we'll see. it sure does feel nice to know that i am doing some things right for my career. this is another one of this "forks" in the road. seriously i don't know why use these linguistic expressions if i'm always messing them up. lol.