where did it go
early last month i was raving about how infused i was with christmas spirit and now, T minus 4 days....i've gone back to a state of sulking. i'm reminded of a current movie title just released...."A series of unfortunate events"....that's me succintly put. the holiday night-out that will never be received no response and my efforts for putting something together might just be nothing but a waste of time. i'm feeling lonely for companionship and in need of fun. even my long and boast-worthy collection of christmas music (which i've been obsessing about) is not staying long enough in my head to pick me up. we'll see what tomorrow will bring upon fickle soul.