story of my life....
thats me...
crying behind my smiling teeth, screaming in the silence, awake in your sleep, lost in nowhere...last in line, ,waiting for nothing, hoping yet hopeless, weakening every bit...searching for something that can't be obtained, trying hard to be ignored, falling hard on rocky ground...learning as i go by, gasping for air, reaching for help...but wanting to be alone, to feel no pain, to be loveless is lifeless.